Nakakalungkot pala ang kalagayan ngayon ni Sunshine Dizon.
Bukod sa mayroon siyang sakit at umaasang hindi covid, diagnosed siya with PTSD.
“Unfortunately this me. Hoping its not covid again.
“Realizations, some people will love you enough to move mountains just to be with you, and some will have lame excuses because you are not and will never be their priority.
“Im turning 40 next year i have so many regrets but, i don’t know how to go back to where i used to be, this not about work this about life altering decisions. Laying in a hospital bed alone at 3am, i ask my self was it all really worth it? Im may never now the answers but i pray to god that i can let go of all my baggages, hurt and guilt. Finally find someone who will sleep beside me in this small hospital bed till i fall asleep. #mytwocents,” ang unang post ng actress na huling napanood sa Marry Me, Marry You na ipinakita ang kamay na may nakasaksak na dextrose at kanyang temperature na 38.9.
Ang sunod na post niya ay mga tableta naman na iniinom niya sa kasalukuyan.
“And since im here alone feeling overwhelmed guess its time to admit what I’ve been going through recently.
“Diagnosed with PTSD, Depression, Panic attacks, Abandonement issues and thats just skimming the surface. Im on xanor, jovia, revotril for emergencies and stilnox. You may ask why now? Only because i want to free myself from the stigma. There’s nothing wrong to ask for help. I know it’s very hard to get stuck in your head. But we can do it, baby steps. One day at a time.”
Mabilis namang nabigay ng cheer up messages ang mga nakasama niya sa Marry Me, Marry You na sina Janine Gutierrez at Cherry Pie Picache.
“Shine, sending healing prayers and my love. yakap ng mahigpit,” komento ni Cherry Pie.
“Love you ate,” sabi naman ni Janine.
Ayon sa mayoclinic.com, ang PTSD ay : “Post-traumatic stress disorder is a mental health condition that’s triggered by a terrifying event — either experiencing it or witnessing it. Symptoms may include flashbacks, nightmares and severe anxiety, as well as uncontrollable thoughts about the event.”
Sana nga ay maging maayos agad ang kalagayan ni Sunshine.